littledinospcos:

Ugh. I can’t stop gaining weight. I’ve gained back every pound I had lost. I’m not even doing anything different! In fact I’m being more active! But nooo as soon as I get on depression meds I gain 20lbs. Then I start this new terrible birth control that has had me spotting…

Superwhopagandigogiraffe, (I can’t get your comment to reblog..but I wanted to respond!)

Thanks for the concern :). My doctor told me to try to give it one more month and if it doesn’t level out and the spotting doesn’t stop then she’ll switch me to another type. It hasn’t stopped so I’ll be contacting her soon. Thanks for the advice ^_^

Ugh. I can’t stop gaining weight. I’ve gained back every pound I had lost. I’m not even doing anything different! In fact I’m being more active! But nooo as soon as I get on depression meds I gain 20lbs. Then I start this new terrible birth control that has had me spotting every day for two months and I gain another 25lbs. It’s so discouraging and I feel awful and I just wish I had some kind of control.

I need to remember this and so do all my Cysters :)

goodetogo:

what war on women? sure, condoms for boys can be easily accessed, purchased without proof of age and are cheap. but women aren’t so lucky.

Man, you know what’s just so much fun? 3 weeks of period in one month. That 2 week period at the beginning was just so fun that clearly my uterus decided it needed to end the month out that way too. Not to mention all the spotting on my one off week due to my new birth control. 

Someone kill me please? :(

So I started using the Myfitnesspal app. I’ve lost 6lbs in 3 days though I attribute that to all the water I’ve been drinking (at least 10 8oz glasses a day). They give me 1700 calories but that seems like way too many. I do pretty good until I have to go eat out. Who knew that the grilled chicken with mushrooms in a lemony buttery sauce was so fucking terrible? I mean..I’m not stupid, I realized the butter sauce would be bad but yikes.

I’ve only went over my calorie intake once though. In fact a few days the app has yelled at me for under eating. 

Sorry for the rambling.

I really really hate myself today. I’ve gained 15lbs since starting my depression medicine. I hit 300lbs again. I swore I would never be here again! My jeans are tight, my bra has disgusting fat hanging over the top, my undies are digging into my hips, and I can feel my neck disappearing. 

Add to that that the depression meds don’t feel like they’re working recently and I’m a pretty sad sack of shit. 

I feel disgusting, and useless, and worthless.

asexualeducation:

condensce:

yeahiwasintheshit:

that is the christian thing to do

jesus fucknig christ that would feel so terrible how could you do that to your fucking daughter you PIECES OF SHIT

Wow that’s horrible how could a parent do that to their kid??

THIS shit makes me so angry. People like this can have children. But some people want children so much and this wouldn’t matter to them and they fucking can’t. My PCOS may keep me from having children so the fact that these disgusting people can have a child then just throw her away makes me sick.

Finally on a birth control that doesn’t cost out the butt. I will not miss paying $45 bucks a month. Hopefully Gianvi isn’t as terrible as I’ve read :/. I wish I didn’t HAVE to be on birth control. Stupid cysty ovaries :(

Does anyone want a uterus? I will giftwrap mine for you. I will throw in a free pair of broken ovaries! I don’t fucking want it anymore. God dammit ow! =(